How the Universe Works

It's happening again.

I'm sitting here on my bed, bawling. Like I'm two. But worse. I'm 23 and I can't control my emotions. This time it started in the car, after I dropped boyfriend off. He didn't say he loves me (I'm such a girl. It's still mostly PMS), and I could tell something was wrong. So I started crying in the car. I was right, something is wrong, but we won't go there.

Let's just say, be happy you aren't one of the poor people I texted in a desperate attempt to spread my sadness out and get it off of my chest a little. True to form I am sitting here with a documentary (How the Universe Works) playing, waiting for The Sadness to abide enough for me to consider sleeping.

7 a.m. is going to come too fast, I'll be a wreck at work.

And I apologize for the lack of humor in my posts lately. I guess. I know I'll regret posting this in the morning.

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12 comments:

Sensaatio said...

Hope you'll feel better soon! *hug*

The Childlike Empress said...

i can tell you that i'm so glad that you've posted a couple of PMS blues/ crying blog posts. because occasionally i right them too....i'm so emotional and all crying and crazy and i write all about it my blog, and then i think i m the only one out there who gets that bit loopy, and everyone reading it must think i'm weird.

i'm not weird...i'm normal....thanks for the reminder!

hope you feel better soon

The Childlike Empress said...

i can tell you that i'm so glad that you've posted a couple of PMS blues/ crying blog posts. because occasionally i right them too....i'm so emotional and all crying and crazy and i write all about it my blog, and then i think i m the only one out there who gets that bit loopy, and everyone reading it must think i'm weird.

i'm not weird...i'm normal....thanks for the reminder!

hope you feel better soon

Corinne said...

:( I hope today brings a fresh start to your day!!

Alyx said...

:( I hope things get better for you!!!

Slamdunk said...

Sorry ma'am. I hope that this is all sorted out soon and it is something that you'll be laughing about later.

Kristin said...

sorry you are so sad!!

Autumn said...

Sending hugs your way.

Megan said...

I'm so sorry. : ( I just said a prayer for you and I hope that things are better!! We are here if you need us!!

Sam Morgan said...

PMS is the worst. Maybe you should ban yourself from your phone on that day, or few days every month once the crying and irrationality start. :(

Kyla Makay said...

Sad days, luckily I read this AFTER the last post... the apology...
hehe.
♥Ky
www.thebirdssay.blogspot.com

Shaylynn... I BLAHWG. said...

Uhm, this worries me.