I'm off my game. A little less than happy. I just miss... people.

I probably should be happy. I don't have anything to be too terribly sad about. I started work again, which gives me something to occupy my brain. I have a cute monster puppy to play with. I'm home, and comfortable.

I just have this achey loneliness in my stomach. It's hard to shake.. because it feels like the only time it leaves me alone is when I'm talking to someone. But I'm not assertive enough to constantly be calling or texting one person or another. It makes me feel annoying. Pesky. Clingy. Do you see how this is a lose/lose situation for me?


Don't worry, I'm perfectly ok. I'll go play with the puppy and take a nap. Ignore the rest of the world.. for the rest of the day. That always puts me in a good mood. :)


Makay said...

Awwww... I recently had that feeling- but then my friends came over and we had loads of fun! Maybe you should get some people together and have some funnn! :) It can be as easy as making brownies together and playing video games. Trust me. :)



Corinne said...

I completely understand. Living in a new place with no one you know around you makes for some quiet time. I HATE quiet time.
Will you pretty please take some pictures of your little fur ball? Mine is already getting big and I miss how adorable they are when they are little. k thanks :)

Kris said...

Awww. I am 100% with you on this right right at this moment. Living alone is starting to take it's toll.

Jena Carper said...

I feel this way sometimes too. It's be nice to have a friend who is as clingy as I am. Love your blog, especially the name. :) Hope your days get less lonely soon!

Hotcakes said...

being a seagull sounds like a fun life :)

Sam said...

i know what that loneliness feels like too, i hope it goes away soon!

lady lee said...

that Seagull print made me laugh out loud.