I'm Fine, I'm Fine!!

I'm not going to lie.. I really despise when people say they're worried about me because I've been sad. Isn't that terrible of me? Several things run through my head..

1. The only reason to worry about someone who is sad, is if they are always sad, or if you fear they're going to commit suicide. Don't be worried about me.. try to make me smile. Don't tell me I'm acting depressed, tell me you love me. Just sayin'.

2. I'm not always sad. I have a reason for my sadness. I'm going through several extremely stressful situations. They're taking a toll on my emotions and even on my physical health. I've been trying to stay as happy as I can, but I do get sad. Everything does get to me sometimes.

3. Sadness is a perfectly normal human emotion. Worry about me if I start saying that I'd like to sniff your armpits or something. Not because I'm sad.



..On a lighter note.

I have 6 books to read and I'm craving pizza. I'm either going to make some for dinner, or order some.
I'm going visiting teaching on Friday.. I'm nervous.
My best friend is coming to town in a week or two, and I'm SO excited. I need best friend time! And I love her so much.

Jumble O' Thoughts

First of all, happy father's day to my dad. Even though he doesn't read this.


Now.

1. I feel like my life can be summed up by this album by Mercy River.
"Hello sunshine it’s been too long
since I felt your warmth upon my face
And how much have I missed
‘Cause I’ve been focused on everything wrong"

"Take me where love isn’t up for sale
Take me where our hearts are not so frail
Take me where the fire still owns its spark
There’s only one way to mend a broken heart"

"Take…one day at a time
Keep my heart set close
To what matters most"

2. You get the point. I feel like I'm focused on all the bad, and I should be keeping my chin up. It's hard to remember that though. Really hard.

3. I have 4 books waiting to be read.. and all the time in the world to read them. Yet I don't.

4. I have the best cousin and the best best friend ever. My cousin keeps it real when he gives me advice, and my best friend builds me up when she gives advice. It's a perfect match.

5. Yes my giveaway is gone.

6. I think the world would be a better place if I just kept my mouth shut.

7. I went to church alone today. It felt really good.