This Won't Be Happy




Sometimes I feel like.. a very forgotten person. Unnoticed, almost. And I hate complaining about it, because then it seems like I'm just looking for attention. But I'm not. It's just how I honestly feel.

14 comments:

Sam said...

i know this feeling and i hate it! i hope you start feeling better soon :)

Heather said...

I totally know this feeling, but thank goodness we have Jesus to cling to!!
He is a lover for the lonely. When no one else understands His love for us is proven real! He gives beauty for ashes, infinite mercy to those who fear His name, He gives freedom to the captives, and comfort to all who mourn, gladness instead of mourning, and praise instead of despair. (Isaiah 61) Praying for you, beautiful one!!

Allison said...

I'm so sorry you feel like that right now- I totally have those days. It's so nice that we have our friends and family there for us, and when they're the ones making us feel lonely, we have God to talk to.

It's a lovely picture of you, and I hope you feel lovely too, soon! :D

Alexandria said...

I totally get how you are feeling. It is most definitly not a fun place to be...but just know you are not alone. Everyone has times where they feel like this.

Just know you are loved; never forgotten; and that in time this feeling will pass!

Sending love your way doll! xoxo

Jenni said...

I completely understand. I know its morrid but I sometimes wonder if there would be any difference in the world if I died tomorrow and who would go to my funeral. Sure there would be sadness from some, but how much would it REALLY matter?
When that does happen though, I remember that I live my life for myself. Not to be famous, not to be loved by 100's. To have a happy life with the people I love. :)

Unknown said...

I hope you feel better hun =) I'm sending positive vibes your way!! hope you have a lovely weekend.

xoxo

sj said...

I understand that feeling. It's very internal. I can bet you a million bucks that you're not, though. I don't plan on forgetting you anytime soon! Feel better.

Theresa said...

You might feel forgotten now, but just know... you can brighten the day of someone half way across the country with just words. Now THAT is powerful!! :)

Tana said...

I have days like that too. It's such an honest feeling at the time, when it's gone I wonder if it was all hormones. Hugs XOXO

Anonymous said...

You see all those people above me commenting you see them?? Well, you are not alone my friend. :)

I'm curious why did you named you blog Kelleidoscope? I really like it though, find it interesting and I love the banner too.

Unknown said...

I get those days too. If I was there I'd give you a big hug <3 A virtual hug all the way from Sydney will have to do.
Big Love
Libby
X

Stephanie Faris said...

I think every woman feels that way sometimes. Mostly we just feel like we want those around us to notice us and acknowledge all we do for them, but then we wonder if we're just wanting to be seen. I'm convinced this desire to be noticed is what causes so many people to agree to have their lives put on national TV on reality shows. We all just want to feel like our lives matter...like we're making a difference with our presence.

Kell said...

Thank you guys all so much for being so nice :) You're the best.
Stephanie- I think that's exactly what it is. I wouldn't go as far as national TV, because I want my life to make a difference in a different way, but you make a great point.

Sierra said...

I felt this way too last week, I was really sad and lonely but feeling better now! Hope you are doing better, you are certainly loved! XO!